[7/18/2011] A little Left of living Right...

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<---This is by far my fave picture from my South Padre trip back in March.

There was a Christian group there to spread the word of Jesus.

You'd think me & my friends, as Christians, would've felt awkward having girls approach us about Jesus while we were prancing around in swim suits drunk but it was actually refreshing!
The girls & their group built this sand monument.

Anyhow, I've been doing amazing with my Bible readings this past year.
It really does put life in a whole new perspective.
I try not to force my Faith on anyone but this country, & world as well, would be a much more amazing place if more people opened their hearts to Jesus. 

My faith/spirtual relationships aren't perfect (impossible, I know)  but I'm steadily improving day by day :) It's an exciting thing! lol

As I always say, I'm going to try & blog more...Hopefully I can work my way to twice a month lol
We'll see ♥

Feel free to take a glimpse at the Word if you find yourself with spare time, I promise it'll make your day that much better ;)


"Read it to be wise, believe it to be safe, & practice it to be holy (yeah, I'm working on that one).

It contains light to direct you, food to support you, and comfort to cheer you.

It is the traveler's map, the pilgrim's staff, the pilot's compass, the soldier's sword, & the Christian's charter."
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[6/26/11] It's Been A While

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Once again, it's been months in between my posts. Sorry.

As always, so much has changed in such a short period of time. For the better this time. I've gotten rid of some toxic people and I'm optimistic that things will only continue to get better from here. 

I've made a recent decision that's going to drastically change the course of my life. I was completely apprehensive at first but now excitement is pretty much the only emotion I feel :)  


I realized I normally post about men but I'm so single that there's not much to say about that subject lol & that's fine by me. I'm so easily disgusted these days that it's hard for anyone to keep my attention. That's not something I'm focused on changing at this moment; I like being a free birdie 

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[1/6/11] & it's All because of you...

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I originally started this blog because I was bored. 
& I was bored because I was was shutting down from everyone around me.  
& I was shutting down because I was hurt. 
& I was hurt because of a boy. 

I never would have thought nearly 2 years later I would still be affected by that boy. 
Luckily it only hurts when I think about it. 
& I don't think about it every second of every day like I use to. 
I don't breakdown if I don't hear from him constantly; We go weeks without speaking from time to time. 
I don't go to his facebook to see if there's someone new. I don't compare every guy I meet to him. 
I don't walk around wondering what he's doing. 
I don't go out of my way to get his attention or affection.

So I'm seemingly over him, right? It's just still hurts from time to time. & I still get this weird feeling when he does call or text me. & I fear it'll always be this way. 
 Some people say you never get over your first love.
I pray every single night this isn't true. I don't want him anymore. 
I don't want to know he exists at times. 
I don't have the desire to be with him. 
It just...hurts from time to time still.


"I've talked to friends, talked to myself. I've talked to God, I prayed liked hell; But I still miss you. I tried sober, I tried drinking; I've been strong and I've been weak. & I still miss you. I've done everything to move on like I'm suppose to, I'd give anything for one more minute with you; I still miss you"
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01042011 ♥

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Well it's officially 2011! 


I know I say this all the time but time is flying lol

I heard it only moves faster the older you get.

Anyhow, as you can see over there <--- I brought in the new year with my gal pals. 
My circle has been morphing more than I ever imagined but I've met some great people and have gotten rid of some not so great people :) Ah the circle of life!


 

My little Beanie Berini is offcially here as of 12/30/10. He's sooo gorgeous I just love him to pieces. It was literally love at first sight! ♥  

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[10.1.10] Baby I'm back!

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It's been a long while since my last post, eh?


Goodness.I started this blog last year and I couldn't believe 2009 was about to come to an end; 

Now 2011 is right around the corner. It's hard to phantom how quickly time flies.

Anyhow, lots has changed, but a lot is also still the same. I'm pretty happy at this point in my life but I don't want to become too content. Progression is a constant must.  

**Oooh my sissy will be having her first kid soon. I'm going to be an aunt/tia! I'm pretty pumped; totally ready for little Christian Jay to be here already. The baby shower is the month; THANK GOD. Girlfriend has been driving me crazy with all the planning and stuff. She's very anal when it comes to planning & details. Grrrr! But the baby is due to arrive in December! :) 

Also in December 12/11/10 to be exact my long time pal is getting married. I'm honored to be in the wedding. I just feel so old. Friends getting married & having kids; we're all a long way from our Jr High/High School days. Seesh. 

"Life is a wheel in Constant motion Always rolling us along. Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder Where those Years have Gone?" 



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